Not For Me
The sky it pours down on me
Won’t wash away my sin
No clarity am I to see
Little happiness in this heart again
The clouds linger for miles, grey ment to be
Tears keep flooding these dry eyes
Light I reach for, darkness I can not flee
Thunder bangs, lightning crashes whiping hurtful lies
Rains’ whispers I hear all through the day
Or is my mind playing tricks on me
Not sure if there is a good way
That I am soposed to be
Pain has always been my best friend
No matter physical or mentally
Our relationship I think has no end
Of this drag along I’ll never be free
Only on rare occasion
I get a glimps, my days “normal“, happy
Then get hit with that realization
Again, “normal” seems not for me
K~Ckdhalo
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